My first figure competition happened in May of 2007. I competed again in Oct. and Nov. of 2007. After my shows, I got very low and lost. My body had changed faster than my mind. I looked in the mirror and didn't see the new version of myself but still the woman struggling to accept who she was. I reached a point where I gave it all to God. I joined MySpace to see a photo that my friend had of me. I ended up starting a page and meeting some inspiring people who encouraged me to share my story and my photos. With great hesitation I shared my story. I received supportive feedback. After a little while, I posted my before photo. It was a great response and I began to feel confident enough to help others with their own journey to a better version of themselves. Today, much of the same is still true. I am a work in progress. Learning and growing everyday dealing with life's roller coaster. I continue to help others every chance I get. Now with complete confidence, I know that I know that I know my Faith will always give me hope to continue living my life's purpose. 

Here is what I wrote on MySpace, Sept. 25, 2008 and I wanted to share it with you.

Friends,

I am alive! I know it and I feel it. I know I will achieve my personal goals and share with others my journey. I know that I can be the woman I always wanted to be. I know I will have the happiness I desire. 
 

It was almost five months ago that I was very lost and distraught over my current situation. I struggled with many things in my life and they had all brought me to a brink. At that very moment, the support I needed emerged. The voice from this remarkable human being calmed me and showed me the way. Every day since that moment I have been healing along with learning and growing. I have been repairing years of damage to my mind, body and soul. When I received that support I recognized my purpose. I am here to help inspire and motivate others. I am giving back what has been given to me. It's a priceless gift. I am a work in progress myself but I still have many things that I can share with others. I started this page as just the very beginning of what I really want to accomplish. I want to help many people realize what is possible. It was a step to admit my struggle, another step to share my photos and yet another to admit my flaws.

I am taking things day by day. Each obstacle I learn from. Each time I fall, I get back up and brace myself better. I am always in the race no matter what position I hold. This is a marathon not a sprint!

I wanted to communicate to you that I am working on a book. In the mean time, I have some great opportunities to become visible in my community.  I will share them with you as they arise. Please know that I am here for anyone who needs me.  I have had many experiences and they have all shaped my life. Believe in yourself and just know that everything you want is within your reach so always keep reaching.

Live..Laugh..Love

Mary Kay